Today was the most gorgeous day ever - supposedly the hottest day of the year so far? Finished school at one and met Sam. He squeezed me to death and told me he was very sorry about yesterday. Then we went into Oxford to get my shoes. Was planning on spending fuck loads, and VERY NEARLY did in Karen Millen, but at the last minute decided this would be a bit of a waste as I would have no money for the next few weeks, and could get shoes just as nice (if I'm honest) for £20 in New Look. So that is exactly what I did.

We had lunch in Christ Church Meadow. Got baguettes and apple juice from a shop in the covered market, and strawberries from the fresh fruit stall and went and sat in the sunshine. Was lovely :] Would have been romantic if the park hadn't been full of smackheads and pissed uni students! Still, at least we had ready-made entertainment.

Tried on my ball dress when I got home to check if it still fits me, and was VERY annoyed to find that the zip no longer zips itself up to the very top. And it's a SIZE 10, FFS! I know I've eaten a lot of shit recently, and not really counted my calories but come on - I was expecting it to hang a little looser on me, If I'm honest, seeing as most of my clothes are eights nowadays! AM NOT IMPRESSED. At least I've got my shawl to cover up the zip that won't do up at the back. Am paranoid that I am going to look a bit like a lollipop, with skinny legs supporting a massive BLOBBY body! Mum says I look nice, but mum's are MEANT to say that.

Think I may have to do some sort of 48-hour-detox-fluid-loss-diet-thingy if I want to slim into this dress and NOT look like a deluded girl SQUEEZING herself into something which CLEARLY doesn't fit her. :[

But on the Bright Side (one has to look for a bright side when one is GETTING FAT): ANNIE HAS A DEBIT CARD!!!! This is good news for me, but bad news for my driving lesson fund. Just know I am going to spend spend spend, especially in Paris, as I can USE THE CARD ABROAD!!!! WEEEEEEEE, feel like I have been released from shopaholic prison (the past few weeks I have resisted SO many things as have been scrupulously saving - yes I regard this to be PRISION-LIKE), and am all set to go ABSOLUTELY CRAZY in a few weeks time, when the money from all my overtime comes in! Who knows, maybe I will even TREAT MYSELF to Karen Millen shoes?! or possibly LIPO SUCTION!!!!

xx