I am having a shitty day, I mean - Eww, why is the weather so HORRIBLE?!

I wore my winter coat (it cost me £85 from River Island, I MIGHT as well get my use out of it, even if it IS supposed to be the summer!) and a big, fluffy, woolly scarf wrapped tightly around my face when I walked to work this morning and I was STILL cold!

The sky was v. drab and miserable all day and the atmosphere was heavy, sullen and blotchy, like the palette of a manic-depressive French artiste. At about 11, the heavens RIPPED-AT-THE-SEAMS and POURED AND POURED for the rest of the day.

If we've already had our summer for the year, I'll cry.

I've been at 'NAMELESS LOCAL SUPERMARKET' all morning taking complaints from ignorant CUSTOMERS and helping CUSTOMERS carry really-heavy-bags-of-shopping to their cars in le pluie se renversante!

I've got to go BACK to work at 5, and won't be RELEASED until TEN O' CLOCK! Grrrr, what possessed me to agree to work THIRTY-TWO HOURS overtime this week?!

Still, I will be rich, therefore I WIN.

So far today I have eaten:

Breakfast -
2 slices wholemeal toast with marmite and low fat spread - 250kcal
orange juice - 70kcal

L -
weightwatchers chicken and broccoli pie - 320kcal
sweetcorn - 120kcal
apple juice - 40kcal

D - Will be:
wholemeal roll - 150kcal
cranberry and raspberry smoothie - 120kcal
banana - 85kcal
alpen bar - 120kcal

total calories: 1275

JUST incase anybody cared.
xx

When I starved two and a half stone of myself away last year, I used to keep a blog in which I wrote nothing but what I had eaten for each meal, and how many calories each thing had contained (e.g. B - nothing... L - nothing... D - Peas - 30kcal, Chicken - 100 kcal...)

I'm planning on starting a diet again (a HEALTHY one this time, not an EMPTY one) and I want to start recording my daily calories on my blog, but I'm worried that I will get really obsessive about it, like I do with most things. On the other hand, maybe a little bit of an obsession wouldn't hurt, it might make me MOTIVATED.

Wish me luck x