*Advanced apologies for the disgusting overuse of exlamation marks*
SO MANY things to complain about:
have scratty, ratty, skanky hair, skin looks like shit, have eaten about A MILLION ginerbread men today and have inevitably increased size of love handles, am exhausted both mentally and physically, Facebook is being UNE RETARD and won't let me sign in, don't know wtf Integrated Coastal Zone Management is, and have JUST RUN OUT OF FUCKING CREDIT!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I am so miserable it physically hurts.
Have spent all day moaning and whimpering and exhibiting various other hysterical behaviours, for example weeping into my revision cards. I fucking HATE fucking GEOGRAPHY. Told my parents that I am contemplating suicide; they asked me how I plan to do this, and I said; "well, I'll just revise geography for the rest of the day..."
Have had to stay in all weekend revising, so have not been able to see Sam. I miss him soooo much it's ridiculous. Before I ran out of credit, I sent him a message n essay detailing all the various things that are wrong with my life today, and he text back saying 'I wud hug u bt ur 2 far away lol. Il give u an air hug.'
Blessss. I want a a real hug though =(
Time is going soooo slowly. By Wednesday, when all my exams are over and I can FINALLY see him again, I will be so desperate for physical contact that I will probably jump on him and rape him as soon as I see him!!
I really want to go out and celebrate on Wednesday night, but there is nobody to celebrate with, as none of my friends finish their exams until after half term. Grrr. So what am I doing instead of going out and painting Abingdon red?
Working an extra three hour shift at 'nameless local supermarket'!! Hardcore...
xx
2008-05-18 @ 23:20